Yesterday, I heard a lecture by former Nikkei reporter, Moriyasu Okazaki.
It was about former Prime Minister Nakasone.
Nakasone seemed to like looking at the stars in the darkness in the Sunrise villa in Okutama.
He looked at the stars every day and was looking for the mother’s star among them.
When his mother died, Nakasone didn’t know that, he couldn’t be at her last moment.
That was his mother’s will. “Don’t bother my son who was studying for the University of Tokyo.” Therefore, people around Nakasone did not tell him about her condition.
Mother had been the eternal Madonna for Nakasone.
When Nakasone was in Hinode Villa, he looked for his mother’s star every night, considering how much she loved him. He also realized that he had been protected by his mother.
Let me analyze this with UMI approach. UMI is block removal mental care.
She did not let his son know she was in bad condition. For Nakasone a son, this may have been a shocking memory. The mother did not love him. The mother was not interested in him, did not want to see him even at the end of her life… Nakasone might have thought like that.
All of above are what your block control you. It may be natural to have such a feeling if you have a mental block :”I’m not supposed to be beloved one of my mother anyway, I’m not valued anyway.” This affects your unconscious mind and develops “conjecture” or “a habit.”
Unconsciously, he somehow assume that he is like this, so he acta on this premise.
Then, since this negative thought is transmitted to the people around him, Mr. Nakasone will be treated with his subconscious mind as he imagines.
After all I am not the one loved by my mother,
After all I am not deserved…
You will unconsciously take actions to realize the fact above.
If a Prime Minister of a country has such negative thoughts, it will create his or her own behavior, and I think it will affect the outcome of his/ her work.
However, what Mr. Nakasone chose was that he did not have this negative consciousness and understood his mother’s affection.
While finding the mother’s star floating in the night sky, he was thinking about how deep his mother’s love was.
Sometimes he may have blamed himself.
And sometimes, he may have blamed his mother because she didn’t tell him.
However, he talked to his mother while watching the stars and thought that he might have conveyed his thoughts.
And after the dialogue of the starry sky, Mr. Nakasone may have been crying because he noticed the love that was poured into him from her mother.
Click here for Okazaki’s “History of the LDP”.
https://www.amazon.co.jp/%E8%87%AA%E6%B0%91%E5%85%9A%E7%A7%98%E5%8F%B2/s?k=%E8% 87% AA% E6% B0% 91% E5% 85% 9A% E7% A7% 98% E5% 8F% B2
